Fly Away..

26 August 2005

I bought my new purple creative zen neeon. :) at 285bucks. at peninsula plaza. at 1525hrs today. hees. charging it now. It has radio functions, recording function (including recording into the player from the radio), and has a 5GB memory. :) happy happy me.

my class is wearing vintage 70's for next week's Be Yourself Day. And I have no idea whatsoever on what to wear. I feel like wearing my new birkens though. Hees. Will post up the photo soon lah hahahaha. :)

tired tired. bed-time.

25 August 2005

Before I forget anything, I want to tell the whole world that I passed my Math Differentiation-applications-curve sketching test. Got a B!!!!!! To think I knew nuts about it last yr. *beams*

Going home soon. Going to see my birkens!! :)

Ain't this template cute? Got it on blogskins.

Got a C for my history test. Happy happy me. I'm moving on well. And I want to end this yr well too.

Okok, short short posts. :)

22 August 2005


This is a photo of a sheep we saw at the zoo. Its balls, as you see, is humongous. Below is a closer shot of its, testicles.


















Due to the large balls that it has, whenever it tries to sit, it would have to shift them to one side. I stupidly thought it was abnormal to have 5 legs. =)



HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH this is sooper funny lah. He injured his finger when an old uncle in church tried to carry him. And it happened to be his middle finger lah. And everytime someone asked him where he felt pain and he would shoot up his middle finger. :) So cute!!


This is my class's informal photo. Yeah I came up with the suggestion to button up the first button. :) and with only a little bit of encouragement, every one of them did it! so cool. I don't know why but i think this photo is the nicest. the formal ones look ugly.

I don't understand why people are so crazy over the new korean drama serial Stairway to Heaven airing every monday and tuesday night. It's a sad drama. The leading girl dies! You cry from the first episode to the last. You cry like some waterfall and you carry a tissue box everytime you start watching the episodes. The girl suffers. And the evil ones get away from everything. Until the last part. Why are people so stupid to watch something that makes them cry?!?

And how do I know all these? Because I was stupid too. I cried like nobody's business. I'm quite an emotional person ok. Anyway, the guy's super nice and sweet and faithful but there's no happy ending for him!! AHHH!!! And how can the producer/director/writer or whatever write such a sad story? How can they produce sad stories to make people cry?!? Yeah, the girl's not pretty, but she died!! Since when does the leading girl die?

OK I FEEL LIKE SUCH A SPOILER. HAHAHAHA.

Just like how some people in school tried to be spoilers by telling me the details of harry potter6. which, made me really really pissed. i'm getting revenge. ok where's the link?

had my math test this morning. it was ok lah, not as difficult as i had expected it to be. so i think i can pass it. :) got a C for my history SEA economic aspects test. Ms Rollers is super lenient lah. Is that a good thing or a bad thing? God knows.

training got cancelled today.

17 August 2005

Got my promo timetable today. It starts on 5th Oct. Why does it start in the middle of the week? So weird. Papers are everyday, but at least all are morning papers. Except for econs essays in the afternoon after GP. So at least I can go home sleep for like one/two hours before studying again lahs. I finish on 11Oct. Morning!!! Can go out to play!! Inter-house is for 3 days right after promos though. So we don't get marking day holidays. DAMN. I, of course will be participating in volleyball lah, but then I don't think we would perform as well, cos we have a one month break b4 the promos, and inter-house is straight after the promos. not enough to practice and train up my skills lah. Callisto has an overwhelming majority in both the boys and girls teams, so I'm quite confident lah. :) even though I really don't like the house. cos the captain sucks.


Got differentiation with applications and curve sketching next monday. Uh oh. I cant do applications lah, and i dont think there would be many techniques questions. :(


Many school holidays till the promos.
1. 30th Aug Teacher's Day celebrations
2. 31st Aug and 1st Sept school holidays
3. One week sept holidays from 3rd Sept
4. One week study break before the promos.
There aren't many school days left you know. And the syllabus is not taught finished yet!!! There's a big topic on history that's not even halfway through, and it's not like anybody can understand her lectures with her going at the speed of light, and applications of intergration hasn't been touched!


Got an A for my most recent econs test!! hees. but i think almost everybody in my class got an A lah. except for like one or two. happy happy. i need to work on my mcqs lah, haven't been practising much. ok, i havent been practising at all. :(


going for trainings only on mondays already. can't spend too much of my time on trainings lah. got to study. cos 3 times a week is practically draining away my life. i'm so tired after i get home from trainings that i don't get to study much. and anyway ms yeow is cool with it. :)


oh yes, i'm going to upload new photos into my friendster soon. go see go see! :)

08 August 2005

You know.
It's weird how you can receive the same fwd msg from 2 different people in the middle of the night at 0021hrs and 0023hrs respectively.
It could be coincidental.
Unintentionally.
They could both have the same msg in their phone.
Or maybe they planned it to be that way.
Sometimes, I think too much.
I get too sensitive.
I mean, it's none of my business.
I have no right to stop my friend from being friends with another friend of mine.
Somehow, I don't really care.
It's just funny.

I really want to rid myself off the project.
I know I should be giving them all my full support.
I feel bad 'taking a break' for my studies.
I feel I should play my part as the secretary with koko assisting me.
I know I shouldn't let her do all the stuff alone.
But then again, there's nth much to do, is there?
I don't want to care about the project.
Not even after my promos are over.
I just don't have the heart and will to get into the mood.
I feel I shouldn't bring everybody's mood down just because I'm not into it.
Or maybe just the two of theirs.
I want to withdraw.
Allow me to withdraw.

There's seriously something wrong with Friendster and it is really starting to piss me off.
A gazillion yrs to upload a page.
A godzillian yrs to refresh the page.
A thousand more times to refresh the page.
And I hate it.

I realise I just changed my template ytd.
And now I'm on the search for the new one.
*gags* what is wrong with me?
I should be at my table studying now.

Feeling rather depressed these few days.
PMS.
I get crazy over nth.

3 months has passed.
And I'm happy we're still together.
Went to Kenny Rogers.
Watched Wedding Crashes.
Laughed the shit out of me.
Hilarious.
All of you should go watch it.
Lifts your spirits.
He looks so cute sleeping.

Did I tell you that I'm suffering from short term memory?

I can't seem to recall what I wanted to blog about.

Oh yes.
I feel so sorry for her.
But I'm glad she's moving on.
I'm glad she's happy for them.
If I were her, maybe I wouldn't feel the same.
I'm not as generous as her.
She's such a great friend.
Can't imagine how they could do this to her.
But then again.
The girl's my friend too.

The other day my class was having math tutorial.
Melissa, Shazleen and I were just chatting about boys.
BGR thing.
I feel sad for Melissa.
I know how she feels.
All those senseless and untrue rumours.
How all that could do harm.
How all those assholes have nth else better to do.
How Shazleen felt back then.
I couldn't understand why her friends could do those things to her.
I mean, what are friends for?

Then Shazleen said to me.
'We're not like you. I bet you didn't have to go after the guys you've had relationships with. I bet you had more guys going after you then me going after guys.'
It sounded harsh.
It made me feel like a bitch.
But it's quite true.
I'm not trying to be inflate my head.
Oh whatever.

I need new photos in my friendster.
Haven't taken any photos since eeons ago.
Was looking through all the family photo albums a few weeks ago.
How I missed those days.
No fear of getting retained.
Didn't know the meaning of 'retain'.
Didn't even know the existence of the word.
Just family love and warmth around me.
How naive I was then.
Brought back many memories.
And I saw how I used to be lean.
DAMN.

Anyways.
Had National Day Celebrations in school today.
Performance was ok.
Inter-house was crap.
omg.
And manu was sooooo cute!
Never knew he could dance like that.
I bet if he did that everyday for one hr he would lose all that extra weight.
But it's because of his size that makes him funny.
Not that I'm laughing at hime cos he's fat, no.
I'm fat too.
He just looks cute that way.
Get what I mean?

Oh.
I've decided.
I'm going to save up as much as I can to buy all the stuff I want.
I'm never going to ask my parents to buy me anything extra.
Except the essential stuff.
And I doubt I can save like 2000+ for a new computer.
Unless I go earn extra cash.
But not now.
No time.
Working towards my so-desperately-wanted creative zen neeon.
If I can save 30bucks out of my 40bucks weekly allowance, I'm sure I will have 100dollars in my bank account soon.
Haha.
Now I have $37.67 in there.
My motivation - THE neeon.

Man.
This entry is damn long.
I apologise if I bored-ed the shits out of you.

03 August 2005

my hj is sick. and he's very very sick. i just hope he gets well soon. like now. just felt his forehead and it's freaking hot. 40degrees. man i dont think i've ever reached that stage yet. all thanks to the cold tofu he had with the chicken rice yesterday.

i myself was sick the last weekend. couldn't get up on saturday, couldn't see hj too. but met him after service on sunday instead. had dinner, walked around and took the bus home. oh and there's a new bus service, bus34. travels from punggol interchange straight to the airport. its route is something like the bus27. just that this time it's shorter. which is good cos bus27 is always too crowded.

had meeting today with volleyball exco. a lot of crappy stuff but i'm glad it lasted only an hour. settled a whole lot of stuff. which is good cos i hope we wouldn't have to meet all the time. it's kinda a waste of my time lah. i'm sure none of them wants to really meet too.

history cohort is going to malaysia at the end of the yr, but i'm not going cos it clashes with the church youth camp. plus it costs 350bucks. i know it's kinda cheap for a 5days4nights trip but then we'll be going to visit kampongs. eews. i visit a kampong every yr in malaysia and it's always an immediate turn-off. why can't they have normal HDB flats like we singaporeans do?

can't wait for friday to arrive.

i'm going off to go see how he is. :)