my right knee is injured. fell during trg yesterday lah. and my ankle feels as if it's going to get sprained soon. qiling sprained her ankle yesterday too. oh well, just hope everybody recovers soon.

yesterday morning had math trigo test. haha i think if i can get like 1/30 i'll be damn happy lah.

my sister's going to japan on sunday. for like 2 weeks i think. oh whatever. my mum was saying i could go at the end of the yr, but then no money go for what? no pt saving, cos i'll use up all of them before december lah.

gtg. gp tutorial in 8 minutes.

ah.. have been kinda tired these past few days. don't know why also cos i sleep at like ten, latest by eleven. maybe it's cos i sleep too much. but then i wake up freaking early lah..

blogging in school now lah, got free period from 12.30 till 2pm.

don't know why i was so pissed during math lecture just now. there must be a special reason, but i cant think of anything bad that's been happening to me, except for maybe stressing over applications of differentiation. becos i have no amath backgrd, it's kinda hard to actually get the ridiculous babbling from the lecturer. so sorry i kinda flared up at him. :(

i'm suffering from serious short term memory. it's so serious that i could actually forget what jing told him just like two seconds ago. am i dying soon? hah, getting senile. looking forward to this saturday, going to see the national day final rehearsal with him. hees.

went to watch the documentary film about the findings of noah's ark last saturday at fairfield methodist church. i think it's really evangilistic. i guess it's really important as a point in spreading god's word to non-believers, and also for christians to strengthen their belief in Him. and anyway after the film, jing and i walked to chinatown point which was very near and we saw a temple. well, it only had a door. no body. only a door and the wall stretching from both sides of the door. it looked damn ridiculous lah.

anyway, paid half my phone bill. haha. notice the word half. i still have another 50bucks to go. great.

I PASSED HISTORY!!!!!!! I GOT AN E! GOD AM I GLAD. I thought I screwed up all my essays. In the end, failed 2, passed 2. And for one essay I got 17 out of 25! *jumps up and down and screams for joy* but for the other 2 failed essays, I got 7 each. Kinda sad, but at least my 17 pulled up a lot of my marks. :) So for this mid yrs, I got E, O, F. Hah. Don't remind me of my math and econs. I hate my papers.

I'm trying to get TPJC's Math 9233 mid yr paper. Heard from Shazleen it's damn easy. As in, really freaking easy. She did it in her tuition class with a tpjc girl in her grp. It's so unfair lah. Maybe I should have applied to tpjc instead last yr. But then again, with the school standard being so easy I'm afraid I would fail my A levels. Hah.

I always wonder if it's the high school standard or the calibre of MJ students or whatever. MJ students are so prone to getting Fs for exams. Which, I think is kinda f*ed up.

Anyway, I made a mistake. My sweetie pie got triple Cs.

I can't seem to remember what I wanted to say.

got back my maths and econs. i was one freaking mark away from a pass for my maths lah. made quite a few careless mistakes. actually, alot of careless mistakes. or else i would have passed pretty well. didn't want to look at the paper at first. got jing to check my paper. i didn't even want to know my results lah. then when i saw i was one mark away i was so pissed off with myself lah. :(

was 3 marks away from econs pass too. screwed up my essay. haiz. :( did the wrong question lah haiz.

i'm proud of him. got C, C, D. so smart.

somehow, i feel uselss. stupid. retarded.

what will his mum say? i really don't want to know.

i don't want to know my history marks.

it's house day tml. i think it would just a waste of time lah.

trg days are now 3 days a week, with one day unofficial. and hours are dragging longer and longer too. :(

Got back my econs mcq. got 20/30. ok lah. didn't fare too badly for my first econs paper. there were some really stupid mistakes lah but nvm lah. i'm glad i passed. i dunno about the DRQ and essay qns lah. havent gotten them back but i'm not very sure whether i did ok lah.

hasn't gotten anything else back. but then math's a goner. history.. well mr chua didn't want to see the class. go figure.

i really don't know what's wrong with some people. you get a C for a subject and you go crying? like what the hell is wrong with you? some people can't even pass it! well, some people like me.

watched fantastic4 today. enjoyed it quite a lot lah. kinda funny, but sometimes lame too lah.

got to start studying soon. as soon as possible. promos are on in 11weeks. i guess 1 week of break is more than enough for me to regain my brain cells. got to start studying from next week onwards. got to put my midyr results aside lah. got to work alot on differentiation and integration. going to blog less too.

i think i'm too tired to continue blogging.

I just feel like blogging. I mean, now that I'm in front of the monitor, and in a pretty good mood too, I just feel like blogging. Am I making any sense? Oh whatever.

Was bored the whole of yesterday. Went to SK library in the evening to look for some books that I could borrow. Couldn't find any by sophie kinsella but found one by meg cabot. Every boy's got one. I think that book's really funny. Kept me up all the way till like past 12 midnight. Borrowed 'Mad about the boy' by Maggie Alderson too. Reading that already.. So far so good. :)

Today woke up really late. Like almost 11am lah. Took my time and slacked around the house. Left home only at like around 1.20. My dad drove us lah so, not very late. Hees.

Met up with jing after church and went to get his shoes. I chose them! *beems* Anyway, it's his computer that I'm using now lah. Hahaha.

Friendster's always upgrading. What is its problem?

Exams are over!!!!! Haha actually my exams finished like 2 days ago, but since today's the only day that i've had time to blog, i'm now screaming away. i'm glad the mids are over. tho right now i'm worried over my results. got the freaky feeling i wont do well lah, i feel as if i may even fail hist. didn't write enough. mental block in the middle of the exam. haiz. there was this qn that i was correct. was writing writing, then i stupidly added another unrelated thing in. i'm screwed.

screwed up my math paper too. i think i did the first 2 pages too slowly lah. and i think i will barely pass lah you know. after the paper when i met jing and he told me how to do one qn on proving trigo, i was so pissed with myself lah. tears were welling up in my eyes and i was really going to cry in the canteen, but blink blink blink and they were gone. haiz. got damn demoralised. didn't even want to have lunch. and to think i was parctising trigo the whole of tuesday proving all the trigo identities in the ten yr series. i even gave up studying econs which was on the same day as math. i bet i'll be off to koh's office in about 2 weeks again. and he'll go on and on about me not going to make it. what a nice principal hor?

econs paper was still ok lah. i hope i get an O or E for it. if i get lucky. :) i think i'll really cry if i get an E for econs. tears of happiness. cos it would be my first official pass for any major exams ever since i got into mj. haha. yeah been getting Os and Fs for every major paper for mids and promos. so if i get an E for anything i'll practically be like ooh-verr the moon. and tt's a really big IF. besides, i didn't study econs at all the day before.

yeah and so i hope i pass. pls pls pls give me at least an OOO. at least i'll be more encouraged with those results rather than a OFF. oh well. all i can do now is pray to god to give the teachers wisdom and big eyes and alert-ness to give me as many marks as possible. and pls pls dont let my handwriting get smudged even if they accidentally pour coffee or tea over the papers cos i was using a pilot g2 pen. isn't that what the teachers always tell us? 'later the markers pour coffee over your answer sheets i donno ah..' ok i'm laming.

went out with jing yesterday after his physics paper. watched alot like love and it's damn funny lah! ashton kutcher looks damn retarded at the beginning of the show with the disgusting hair. waiting for july7. Fantastic4. i think it's a really cool movie lah hurhur.

cant wait for monday. going to the zoo with jing! hees. going to relive my childhood days and primary1 excursion to the zoo. heehee i think it's going to be really really fun. i got a feeling i'm going to be really really bimbotic on the trip to the zoo. been wanting to go since like eeons ago lah.

went tanning this morning for like 2 hrs plus. ha. jing's face is pink now. my favourite colour. lol.

he bought me mambo boardshorts yesterday. thx sweetie. hees. :)