Ifah and me. She's so pretty! 

Look at Freddie!!!!!!!!! Hahahaha should have taken a photo of his butt lah. Darn. Hehs. He did my hair. The curry-pok. 

This is nicer. Not so yellow-ish right? Yeah it's just the dance group lah. Who was the photographer ah? Only got Freddie's head.  

Tried to sleep, but couldnt. It's 1 in the afternoon. Must be thinking why I'm not in school right. Cos today is the rlease of the O level results, so I'm not needed anywhere near any school. Except for Ferli's though. But cos there's another friend going with her so I tought I could sleep more before training later. But hell no. Woke up after sleeping for only 50 minutes before Mum called. Damn. Had OGl meeting this morning and man was I irritated. The whole thing went something like this.

'Guys, I called for this meeting today just to tell you all good luck for your results later.' Then blah blah blah stuff like 'I know what you're going through and everything...' The nicest thing she said was that all proposals were well done.

I woke up so bloody early just to get to school because of a so-called OGL meeting and then all she says is good luck for the O level results?!?!?!? I shouldn't have even bothered to wake up and go to school. Because if there wasn't this meeting I would probably still be sleeping now.







I still don't know what to do with what happened late last night. :(

Something cropped up. I'm being ignored. Don't know why but I don't feel like doing anything anymore. I just hope everything turns out okie. I'm so so so sorry..

Group photo during the last few monutes before the performance. We did another rehearsal in the dance studio before we left and the feeling was something I have never felt during the other rehearsals. Look at freddie! He's the one on the floor.  

Hmm, just came back from the class bbq over at Sel's place. Got my Dad to send ZeHou home then I accompanied my dad to dinner. Well, class bbq was fun. Got digged by Shazleen[once again], but oh wells. She and her 'fine... be like that...' I hate it when she says that lah, but what to do. She's my friend. Had so much fun laughing and everything lah. Guess all of them were trying to get away from their fear of the coming O level results. I hope everything will go well for them all tomorrow lah you know. Hope nothing goes wrong. But then if things don't turn out your way, it's ok! You can try again, right Ferli? I promised to go back to your school with you tomorrow to get your results, so yeah I will. :)

Was damn hyper today. Don't know why also. I actually spoke up during class today. And for the first time this year I actually listened to sermon. Attentively. Didn't day dream. Wahahahahaha. Cos usually I do lah you know. Listen listen then will start thinking of other things. But today super guai lah. Then went to bbq talked so much. Not to mention I was loud. I think I was like the loudest already. Hehs. They tried to trick Sel to take class photo by the pool, wanting to push her into the pool after the photos were taken but then Khai ended up falling in instead. Chengxuan lah! Then Shazleen was like saying it was me. What the. Hahaha. In the end, the guys carried Sel into the pool while I happily happily took photos of her. Hehs. Then it was Chengxuan aka ah gong. He gladly let Khai push him to the water ah. Next, it was me. I ran and hugged the pillar like some koala bear lah. But the guys were grabbing my limbs. Each guy to each limb and were carrying me to the pool lah. Screamed like hell, and Chengxuan let my leg go when I started kicking about. Hahahahahaahhahahaahah. Oops. In the end, I got my whole butt wet, but at least I succeeded in escaping from getting dunked into the pool even though I brought extra clothes. I just brought shorts lah. Cos wore a denim skirt to church and I don't want to wear skirt to the bbq so changed to shorts instead. As for the shirt, Servester was clearing stock so gave out shirts to the youths lah. That's where I got the extra shirt from. In the end, I lent thy new shirt to Khai to wear, cos he was wet and he didn't bring extra clothes. I went home with a wet butt.

Those who took photos for the bbq tonight, SEND ME!!!!!!

All my classmates are contemplating to stay in MJ after their results, provided they got the results to stay. Only a couple wants to leave for Poly I guess. I haven't seen any class so attached to one another only after spending 3 short months together. Or maybe it's just cos this year's batch of students are super enthu. I know I'll miss them. Haiz.

Good luck guys. Love you all.

Ok. Doing this on Notepad so that I won't waste time blogging and thinking of what to say like when I blog online. This is much more time-saving. FInished econs essay already, finished hist lect notes, and now all I want to do now is go to bed. Only slept for 6 hours last night[more like this morning]. Had to wake up at 8.30am to bring Baby to class at British Council. But nobody told me that my elder sister was going to bring her there instead. I only got to know about it after I came out of the bathroom after my bath. Like, what the. I should have slept more man. Fell asleep at 5, but woke up at 5.20pm after my Mum called to bring in the clothes because it was going to rain. After that I couldn't sleep anymore. Sighs.

Haven't decided on what to wear to Church tml. After that got to go to Sel's house for class bbq ahs. Don't know why, but I'm feeling very excited. Hahas.

Zits are appearing on my face. Have been drinking less water, sleeping less, doing much more stuff. Sighs. I think I should go back to 2 years ago when I bring water bottles to school ah. Then maybe like that I won't spend so much money on Iced Milo everyday. Like 2 cups a day? Yeah. Feeling super full now. Don't know why also. Last meal was at like 4+, which was just 6 Jacob's Cream Crackers and a cup of hot Milo. Hehs. Yah you got that right, Milo again. I'm addicted to Milo lah.

Anyway, took a lot of photos yesterday during the 3 hours while we waited for the concert to start. Like I said, Freddie did my hair. A pity he didn't make me up, cos he's a professional make up artist. Still thinking what he'll do with my face if he actually could make me up. Hehs. Wonder how I'll look like. Anyway guys! All those who took photos with me send me all the photos okie? Don't want to type out the names lah, cos that's like about everybody ah. Hahahahaha.

Oh yeah. Remember I went shopping on my own the other day? Went to Paragon Mizuno. Saw a pair of Mizuno vball shoes. Just arrived the day before. So nice! But then it's like $145 I think. And also another pair of Mizuno Sports Shoes at $145 too. Sighs. I think I'll give those a pass lah. No money.

I hope I don't get a sore throat tomorrow. Got worship duty. And worship practice after service for next Sunday's main service worship. Oh no.

The Opening Cermony has finally come to an end. End of practices, end of rehearsals, end of spending time with people from dance. The only thing I'm glad that the OC is over is that I no longer have to put on make-up. Haha. Anyway, the performace was great. It was such a blast. It was simply bombastic. I really really enjoyed myself on stage there. The effect was great too. And the mood was there. Everybody was just so hyper and high. The feeling is undescribable lah. Hahas. Couldn't really see anything cos' of the smoke and all that but I could feel that it was good lahs.

I got Freddie to make me hair again. Hehs. And we took a photo together. Muahahahahahahahahah.

Found this on Friendster:

if a girl cries in front of u,
it means she couldnt takeit anymore.
If u take her hand,
she would stay with u for the rest of ur life;
If u let her go,
she couldnt go back to being herself anymore.

A gal wont cry easily,
except in front of the person whom she loves the most,
she becomes weak.

A gal wont cry easily,
only when she loves u the most,
she put down her ego.

Guys, if a gal cries bcoz of u,
please hold her hands firmly,
coz she's the one who is willing to stay with u 4for the rest of ur life.

Guys, if a gal cries bcoz of u,
please dont give her up,
maybe bcoz of ur decision,
u ruin her life.

When she cry rite in front of u,
When she cry bcoz of u,
Look into her eyes,
Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?
Think.
Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity in front of u, and bcoz of u?

She cries not because she is weak.
She cries not bcoz she wants sympathy or pity.
She cries,
Because crying silently is no longer possible,
the pain,
hurt n agony have bcome too big a burden to be kept inside.

Guys,
Think about it,
If a gal cry her heart out to u,
And all because of u,
Its time to look back on wat u have done,
Only u will know the answer to it.

Do consider it,
Coz one day,
It may b too late for regrets,
It may b too late to say "im sorry".

Ponder this message seriously.
Dont do this to a gal,
You may regret for the rest of ur life.
Maybe in ur life,she's the only one who loves u the most.
Remember this lesson.

I am so bored. Thought I would be able to sleep more today because of the holiday, but then I'm getting so bored at home! Guess I should listen to elaine+snowy and go shopping alone later. It's kinda short notice to go ask people out you know. There's one available, but then for some reasons I guess I'd better not.

Slept for 12 hours. From 9.55pm last night till 10.04am this morning. I could have slept more but my Daddy threw my bolster at my to wake me up. So irritating right! Plus the TV was on lah, so I woke up lor.

IVLE is down. Can't do econs assignment. So did the Econs essay instead. Just finished so here I am blogging away.

I'm enjoying dance more and more, only when the Opening Ceremony is approaching and that many of us will be 'separated' after the dance. As in, we won't be able to get together as much as during the dance rehearsals and all that lah. They're such fun people you know. Crap so much.

Was on the phone the other day and I heard something about someone lah. And I was like laughing away can! So bastard, so gutless. Such cowardice! But oh well, he's just like that lah.

Got to go. Shopping here I come!

I'm feeling drained. My back hurts, my legs hurt and my head hurts. Sighs. So many things to do, so little time. People have 5 days of break, but I don't. I have to go for the Opening Ceremony. And their rehearsals are killing me. Of cos not enthusiasm lah! Can you imgaine it? We wake up so early, go through all those boring lessons in class that end so late, and then we have to stay in school to dance and dance and dance until like 8pm. Like fun ah. And who gives a shit even if we've got the best soundman in Singapore to do the logistics for us? Like I care. But oh well. I got a professional make-up artist to do my hair. And he's hot. I think he has the nicest body and the tightest butt in the whole world. But well, he's a dancer. And, he also did the hair for every other girl in dance I think. Haha. So no big deal lah. But then something funny happened. If you want to know, then ask me.

I'm glad there's no rehearsal tomorrow. Finally, I can lie in bed the whole day and just slack. Gee. Got the sudden urge to go to town, but then guess it's better to save up my energy. Plus there would be cell tomorrow night. Guess I'm going, but then again I haven't decided. Hehs.

Class bbq! So excited. Coming up on Sunday at Sel's place. Guess it would be so fun. Haven't had a class gethering for so long. Not even with my old class. So, yeah.

Going to sleep already. So good night peeps.

My fav girls. Ever. Hehs. 

Ok here's another one. I like this best. :) 

This is like so lame. 

In church before CNY ah. Me Ferli and Hweengee. 

In the midst of a MSN conference. So I think I will take a little more time to blog today. Not a lot of things to say lahs, just thought about Monday. Valentine's Day. Realised I forgot to update stuff for Monday. Got quite a number of gifts yeah? A lot of chocolates, Smarties, sweets, and even brownies and cookies that were baked by my friends lah. I can't bake, so it's a very good thing for them already lah. Cos cannot compare mah. Wahahahaha. Then had training, and then rushed home to bathe and get ready for dinner. Went out for dinner with YM at Bugis V8 Movies Cafe. Wahahahahahaha the way he asked me out to dinner was so funny. 'You free tonight? Cos very lonely for Valentine's Day.' I was bursting with laughter when I read the message. Hahahahahaha. I went lah. Friends cannot go date on V day meh. Hahahahaha.

Baby is going to become a violinist! Woohoo! So proud of her. Joined Violin as a CCA in school and she brought the instrument back home today. Yeap.

Haven't been able to attend cell cos of the rehearsals. Oh wells. No choice ah. Can't be absent without valid reason.

Busy chatting. Ciao.

I don't have a lot of time anymore. Been very very very busy these days. Trainings then continued with OC rehearsals is really really enough for me. But well, I guess there are just 3 more dance practices before the actual OC. And the whole act lasts only like 3 minutes? I really hope we can do it really really lah, cos all of us really put in A LOT of effort to get the dance done. Reaching school in the mornings like so early and staying back in school till so late is no joke. There were many times when I really didn't feel like going for dance practice but then I still dragged myself to school lah, so the school better appreciate it. Hahahahaha. Kidding lahs. But hey, missing Maths Lectures for one whole month on Tuesday mornings is no small deal ok. I hope there won't be another practice next Tuesday, cos I think they're starting on AP and GP summation, and I seriously seriously suck at it. I need all the time I can to actually understand. I'm piling up my Econs tutorials, just too tired to do anything after my dinner. Inequalities now is like ok lah, still can ask Khai lah. He's like some freako. He knows and does everything. Where does he find the time man? But then again, he doesn't have to reach school early like me or stay in school till 8+. He only has soccer. =)

Did I tell you that we're wearing white for dance on OC? It's like.. EEWS. We all look like some full-time ah lian ready to go clubbing. ANd I heard we have to wear white shoes too. Hmms. YUCK.

I'm really becoming Malay. I'm darker than Shazleen, and I look even more like a Malay than her. If we really arrange to go jalan raya again this year I think people will really speak to me in Melayu. When I looked into the mirrir just now in the bathroom I had a shock of my life. My neck is like super dark brown and there's a round shape around my neck, and anything that was under my shirt today is so much fairer than my neck. So now there are like 3 shades of brown on my body. One I just got recently due to trainings, one I got when I went tanning last Dec, and one that is covered all the time. Yups. Oh wells. Guess I shouldn't complain lah. I made the decision.

I'm made a Games IC. Didn't get to be an OGL. And I'm in SARGUS. Ahhh, I'm starting to dread OGL camp coming up during the March hols. But oh wells, like what Shaz said, maybe I'll get attached to the OH by the end of OGL camp. But then, I would really really prefer to be in Castor, even if I get to be only the Games IC. Yeah.

I guess I should go. Got homework that I have to do I think. Can't remember.

I'm tired. As in, TIRED. I need some rest. Been busy going here and there but haven't been getting enough rest. Been waking up very early for the past 2 weeks. Like 5.30am in the morning[sometimes even earlier] to prepare school stuff for my sister. *cries* Got to iron my own uniform every single day in the morning cos my mum's too busy. But then, I feel like I'm in-charge, so I don't really care lah. Haha. Anyway, from now onwards I don't have to wake up so early anymore. SO hopefully I can get more rest and to please make my zits go away. Not enough rest and not enough water. Plus all those new year goodies that I have been consuming is going to make me fat and hideous-looking. So. CONTROL.

Had reunion dinner at my own house, and seriously I think my mum's the best cook ever. Had so much food I thought I was going to burst. Again, CONTROL.

First day of CNY, didn't go to a lot of places. Just like 4 places. Angpows collected quite a number but I'm not counting too much on receiving recognizable amounts lah. I'm surprised at how much my mum gave us this year though. It went up from the last 17 yrs of my life. Hahahaha. Cousin upgraded from 18 last year to 20bucks this year. So maybe next year 22 ah. Hahaha. Ok craps. I don't really care about how much I would be collecting lah, cos there aren't much things that I want to get. And it's the thought that counts really. So, I just want to enjoy the year.

Second day of CNY, went back to Malaysia. It was horrible boring. My family is the only one that doesn't have a family car[unless you count the taxi in, but you can't drive that into Malaysia], but my mum, baby and I reached there the earliest. Like wth. I was like, the oldest grandchild there lah[without the witch around], so I didn't really clique much with my cousins. And most of the time there were playing Black Jack, gambling sounds more like it, and I don't gamble lah. So I didn't have much to do except for to watch Tv and munch on the goodies. People say gamble causes one to go bankrupt, and from the game yesterday I could clearly see how one can really go bankrupt. My cousins all opened their newly collected angpows and started playing at one dollar. And one cousin of mine actually lost until he had only 3 bucks left. I have no idea how much he started with but he ended up with only RM3 at the end of the day. I think he's going to get hell from his mum[the fiercest mother anyone can have]. Dealer.. best. Dealer keep winning money. Nothing much really. Tried to sleep but with babies crying and kids fighting and even older kids fighting and shouting, there's no way in hell anyone can fall asleep. Wanted to get gum but being the scaredy-cat that my mum is, we didn't.

Bought Cleo today. And I found this.

"The unflattering outfits, Friends who don't fit"

The fat-day dress: She's always down in the dumps-like a big mu-mu of doom.
The two sizes too small dress: Her put-downs are constrictive and hurtful, and they make you feel awkward, unattractive and uncomfortable.
The red lycra mini dress: This va-va voom vamp will always lead you astray.
The corset dress: Can't breathe? She's a taker, not a giver, that's why.
The beaded gown: This princess is so caought up in her own precious world that she hasn't a clue what modern girls are all about.
The all-green get-up: It's a fashion no-no and so is hanging out with this jealous girl.
The black vinyl catsuit: She's a dominatrix - a control freak who wants to whip you into shape.

Bye for now.

It's the eve of Chinese New Year's Eve! But can't seem to get into the festive mood ehs. So different from last year. I'm supposed to be like hyper and everything cos my family shifted to a new house, but I don't know. No relatives no cousins. Just my family having reunion dinner at home. Plus there aren't much food in the house, so that's it ahs.

Spent the whole afternoon after church yesterday at Ferli's place with her Valentine's present for Patrick. It's good! He'd better like it. Haha.

Haven't bought the frame to hang up my puzzle I finished like 2 years ago. It's still under my bed. Don't know when I'm going to get it though. No time anyway. And I'm going to get a Puzzle to fix sometime after the new year. Just keep it at home first lah though I haven't got the time to actually get to fixing it. Hehs.

I've got a new good friend! Wei Ying!!!!!! She's so cute even though she has Snowy ah. Talks so much crap with me and makes me laugh so much during trainings. Love ya!

I'm enjoying my new class. A lot. Comparable to last year's really. Darn crappy. Even though there's a bit of generation gap[hahaha] but that will close up really soon. Getting very close together now. Yeahs.

I love Ferli. Feel so sad for her but then, she knows I'm there for her. I've gone though that kind of stuff and glad that she's feeling better. With so many people around to care and pamper her, how can she not right? Hahahahaha. I just hope that this kind of things won't happen to her again. For god's sake, she's 18! Sighs.

She knows so much about me. We even want to buy the same things. Oh man. What's life without her? Going shopping after the new year. Got money ah. Going to get just one more pair of jeans. Hehs. Hmm. Just want to wish everybody a Happy New Year oks!! Enjoy the holidays!

Ok. I've got only 15minutes to blog so I think I'll have to do this really quick.

School this week has been great. Early morning go to school and seeing happy faces makes me happy too. Like, seeing my friends happy makes my day. So I try my best not to talk to or even look at people with faces that look damn kiam pah so that it doesn't spoil my mood. And feeling sad for nothing is even worse. What's thw point really? And being able to crap so much in class is a very good way of relieving stress. Stress from having to do well in school lah. But the down side is I've been going home super late these days. Got so many things on lahs. And so much to do. By the time I reach home and bathe and settle down, I'm too lazy to do anything. But I still make myself study a bit lah. Ever since school started I've been sleeping at around ten at night almost everyday. But this week, I don't sleep before 11pm. Don't know why either. Too much to do I guess.

Got Math Assignment due tomorrow. So I guess I'll do it later.

Today's my shortest day. So took the chance to go down to Tamp from school to Kimage. And I cut my hair! Didn't really shortern it lah. So it's not much difference. Now it's just thinner and lighter and I've got short fringe! So I bought a clip after the hair cut ah. After this I'm going to bed. Really tired.

Yesterday's rehearsal for the Opening Ceremony lasted till around 8.10pm. By the time I got home it was like 8.45. Cos I had to wait 20 minutes for the stupid bus to come. Darn. And my position is freaky! Got to stand on the makeshift plank placed in front of the stage and it's so bloody near the audience. And the plank width is so small I almost fell off the thingy. Had the clothes that we have to wear for the ceremony is like eews... WHITE!! Who in the right mind chooses white? Bet the person didn't attend Home Economics Class in Secondary school.

Shazleen knows pretty much whatever I'm thinking. I just say one sentence and she interprets for me. Hahahahahaha. Glad to have her as my classmate. Super good friend.

Got History Chalet tomorrow. At Changi Pairy Point.

I'm being copied. And I feel so damn f*king irritated.

Shazleen and Me on bus 67 to Bedok Reservoir. 

Taken outside the classroom during PCCG ahs. Complete class of A102. 

After the Road Race. Not all were there lahs.  

Ok. This was taken in Pizza Hut at Tamp Mall before the College Road Race. About 15 of us were there. So, this is a picture of the girls in class.