Le cHeRi, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

one more hour and i'm done for the day.. boy am i glad.. it's not good to be walking arnd when you feel so lethargic you juz wan to fall asleep standing.. and the worse thing - you have to climb the stairs to reach the darn classroom.. PE was ok this morning.. juz one round and den did javelin.. kinda boring lax.. but wadeva.. we juz did some bonding with our own classmates.. chit-chat and stuff.. yeaps.. frenster's doing some maintenance shits so cant log in.. sigh.. i'm getting rather bored already.. i think i'm not going to blog as often.. cos i really really hafta study and study and study.. sigh.. yeah and that chem test i was toking about the other day.. it's going to be a sure flunk test man.. it's no use studying cos the classmate of mine who mugs like shit all the time couldnt do half the qns.. let along me being such a slacker.. heh.. aneway the next time i blog i'm going to put up a song..the lyrics kinda reflect my life now.. the title's 'Perfect'.. by Simple Plan.. i got the lyrics but it's the bag outside the librbary now.. yeaps.. i miss my baby.. sigh.. it's been a week.. and a sad week tt is.. neways.. he's sleeping now.. did midnight shift last nite.. sigh.. oh yah.. i'm performing soon.. for the Parents' Orientation and shits lax.. like Meet the Parents Session lidat lax.. den the parents will be walking all arnd the hall while we perform and they can like stand in front of us and look at us play.. and the thing is.. we may have to wear blazers.. read this - blazers.. and there's no such thing as air-con in the hall.. sigh.. we'll be sweating like shits.. heh.. i'm going to get any chance i get to go down to SHSS again.. yeaps.. gtg.. see ya..

Le cHeRi, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

wah tired tired.. haven blogged for days.. been really busy.. and with tt dumb com i have sitting in tt corner of my room.. i cant do anything.. was at the library yesterday but juz din feel like blogging.. so yah.. shld have an update of my life.. so here goes.. nth much lax.. haha.. juz studying and eating and sleeping and missing him and studying and eating and sleeping and.. blah.. heh.. i'm feeling kinda bored now lax.. sigh.. napfa is bout 3 weeks away.. but glad the run and 5 stations are on diff days or i'll die man.. yeap.. i shld be receiving my hp bill pretty soon.. and i'm hoping for the best.. heh.. got so many things to buy these days.. and all of them are sch stuff.. try to use my money as much as i can but sigh.. impossible.. running low.. got to go swimming soon.. but not yet.. still very bz.. haven been able to relax for a long time already..

neways.. i've got chem test tml.. on mole concept.. haven actually revised yet.. and the stack of notes is about 1cm thick.. imagine the amt of shit i have to keep in my brain.. feeling damn tired now.. and it's only the 1st half of the day.. sigh.. oh yah.. it rained last nite.. i was like damn happy.. dunno why oso.. juz wanted to pop the champange and celebrate.. wait.. no champange.. damn.. haha.. yah lax juz very happy lor.. it has been so many days since it rained can.. so hot sia.. haha.. yah anyway.. i played my piano last nite.. the classical pieces.. haven touched them for a million yrs.. to my surprise.. no mistakes!!!! haha.. so shocking man.. i tot i would like make so many mistakes i'll kill myself.. esp Pachebel's Canon in D maj.. my dad praised me ok.. haha.. happy happy me.. heh.. neways.. next period is my lunch period.. and to think i had recess at 9.30.. still feeling rather full.. yah.. i'm broke.. sad sad me.. sigh.. i gtg.. got stuff to settle.. yeap.. take care guys..! adios!!

Le cHeRi, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

there's seriously smth wrong with my com at home.. tried to use it last nite but couldnt.. neways.. i'm in sch now lax.. as usual.. got free period till 5.. den have PE till 6.. 2.4km.. yeap.. and i'm msging 'him' oso.. heh.. today was ok lax.. but got pissed off during lunch juz now.. long story lax.. it all started with the DJs and their managers from Dongli88.3.. argh.. i'm never tuning in to their station.. actually.. i never did... haha.. i juz had history tutorial.. i love history!! super funny.. haha.. mr pang's so lame i cant stand him.. heh.. glad tt he will be with us for the next one yr plus.. hrd from seniors tt he's not a really gd lecturer but i find him quite ok.. i'm actually surfing the net now.. looking at the nanjing massacre photos.. it's damn gross.. and kinda sad lax..

Le cHeRi, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

still got 3 more periods and i'm done for the day.. yeap.. ends at 1.25pm.. cool rite.. tt's why i love thursdays.. but it's only for this week.. cos we have to stay baq during common lunch tml to do sum chinese stuff so our chinese teacher exchanged it with today's chinese lesson.. yeap.. i juz bathed and feeling rather refreshed.. woke up feeling tired this morning.. woke up suddenly at 6.05 and couldnt go baq to sleep already.. den i was real early for sch.. cos my dad drove me and cos it's was juz after seven so there were no traffic jams or anything of that sort.. yah.. feeling rather bored now actually.. i've finished the chinese hw i'm supposed to do.. and i'm hungry.. but i can leave it to later cos i got the next 40min to settle my recess.. there's no history tutorial or lecture today.. sigh.. oh yah went baq to shss yesterday.. kinda cool.. the juniors were like so excited and den they suddenly juz stopped playing altogether.. haha.. and as usual they were very noisy.. the newly recruited ones are very 'friendly'.. they juz keep talking and talking even if you're not listening.. too open.. but oh well.. the guy using the com next to me is playing some songs lax.. which is gd cos i knoe the songs and i wont feel bored.. haha.. going out after sch later.. but cant think of where.. any idea guys? argh i'm hungry.. betta go eat.. tata!~

Le cHeRi, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

i'm at home now.. kinda tired.. but got to find information.. still on the PW thingy.. my grp's fun.. really fiesty and funny.. and my grp leader's super funny who looks like chen hanwei.. but he's malay lax.. during CLAO class we were doing the close passage, den another exercise bout listening to some songs while filling in the blanks.. yeap.. kinda boring.. and i've got chinese summary and compre to do by thurs.. the teachers always put their deadlines a few days after hw is given.. dunno why.. took bus3 all the way home juz now.. quite long.. about 45min to reach tamp interchange.. but glad tt 291 came right away.. yupz.. ah cant rem wad i wanted to say.. neways.. my sis' back and diiner's almost ready.. hungry already.. yah.. tml's lessons will be fun.. cos there's history lecture! yeah..

Le cHeRi, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

in school blogging.. it's now my lunch period actually but i have to do research on my PW meeting later.. i hate project work.. so irritating.. but no choice.. cos it's included in my A-level results.. dunno wad far horizons and all tt crap.. yeap.. bout the blog posted yesterday.. i dont wan to bother bout that person too much cos it's very sang shen. and wadeva i hear and wadeva i say.. i dun add fuel to the fire cos i'm not like a gossip-monger who stirs up stories and act innocent. i dun put down friends tt i grew up together[IN A CHURCH] with and critisize like nobody's business.. troubles juz keep coming.. we keep retreating but they dunno how to stop. tt's so sad huh.. there's no such word as 'peace' in their dictionary, juz vulgarities like 'f**k', 'f**king' and 'f**kers'. oh yah.. and den there's a word called 'bitch' oso. and i dont show my mood like some pple do. maybe i shld stop. from today onwards i'm not going to talk bout them anymore. so yah aside from that.. life has been quite ok. lectures since this morning quite interesting thou a bit of them are from sec sch. but i've got two periods of CLAO later.. yah.. got a feeling it will get quite boring..finish sch at about 5 today.. but lessons will be pretty fun today.. except for CLAO lax duh.. got PW meeting later.. yupz.. um.. i've got nth much to say.. except for everyone to have fun for the rest of the day and to take care.. =P

Le cHeRi, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

pissed off... i've never ever seen pple like them in my life before.. the kind who insult pple like they're not human beings and put them down all the way to the bottom.. the kind who think they're so great but i think they're juz a bunch of satanic pple who are the 'angels' working at the will of S.A.Tan.. the kind of pple who get jealous tt pple can get into a JC and that they cant.. the kind who arent happy that they're not as smart.. and the kind of pple who look down on others cos the others are in an ITE.. these pple in actual fact.. are juz pieces of crap to moi.. geddit? pieces of crap.. but i.. being a very generous person.. FORGIVE them cos they know not wad they are doing.. i dun care wad they think cos i'm living my own life.. the way i want it.. wadeva they wanna say.. it's their own problem.. and if they think i'm commiting incest den i think there's really something wrong with them.. if they wan to think that i'm commiting incest juz cos they think all of us come from adam and eve with is no true cos all their desendants died in the flood, den there're really dumb cos at least i'm with a correct gender.. the actual meaning of incest is 'sexual relations between persons who are so closely related that their marraige is forbidden or illegal by custom', unfortunately for you, i'm 100% straight.. with the 100% straight guy.. not some butch or lesbian or anything you say i am.. i'm not bothered bout wad some pple would think of me cos somehow i hear it den i forget it the next minute.. so to those dumb pple i'm refering to-get the shit out of here and pls look at yourselves into the mirror, reflect upon yourselves before you point your damned finger into somebody else's face. and maybe, i din say you are.. but juz maybe, YOU ARE THE ONE COMMITING INCEST.

Le cHeRi, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

in sch libabry typing away.. today was okie.. lessons quite fun.. esp history tutorial.. heh. i juz love history lectures and tutorials.. but mr pang oways make fun of me.. sad sia.. wahaha.. i've got PE later.. last period.. ends at 6.. haiz.. i hate PE.. even thou i love running.. neways.. got one less guy in my class already.. cos he transferred to NYJC.. appealed there cos have the LEP chinese thing lax.. haiz.. havent had a farewell thing for him yet thou.. and the sch's changing the time table yet again.. i still go back at the same time everyday but now i have less free periods and there are no more self study periods!! sad sia.. haiz.. i wont talk bout my darl and me anymore cos this is private btw us.. or else he say me.. heh.. argh.. the tot of PE infuriates me.. i hate the circuits.. i will be able to run the 5 rounds if we dun do the circuits beforehand.. it juz drains all the energy out of me.. leaving me with no strength to do the run.. heh.. tt's why i oways cheat.. =D

Le cHeRi, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

i'll be blogging in sch often.. or at my friends' place.. cos i dun wan to use the net at home.. now i'm having my free period.. got chem lecture at 10.55 later.. yeap.. feeling much betta than tuesday nite.. haiz.. guess all the bad things juz came together at the same time.. but oh well.. i have to move on with life.. this morning i had PE.. and now i smell sOoOoOOOOOOO nice cos i juz had my bath.. heh.. neways.. i've got lessons till 3.55 today.. 0_o.. so sian.. but today no history lecture or tutorial.. sad man.. haiz.. but aiyah.. dun care lax.. haha.. i think i'll juz stop here.. cant think of anything else to say.. and i better revise my chem lecture notes.. yeap.. see ya!

Le cHeRi, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

WAD IN THE WORLD IS WRONG WITH EVERYBODY? WAD IN THE WORLD IS WRONG WITH HER? i feel stupid blogging 3 times a day but i dun really care.. i dun really care much bout stuff these days.. sometimes i feel she's crazy.. i'm crying and i'm bleeding.. my eyes are tearing like raindrops.. my ear's bleeding.. nobody cares and i feel like dying.. i'm having trouble with my sch and nobody knows.. i cant cope with dumb maths and chem and hist.. which is all my 3 A's sub.. i'm typing this like i'm writing into my diary.. everybody who has freaking eyes can see wad i'm typing.. even if pple know pple dun care.. it's this dumb heck care world tt pple live in tt makes me so stressed out and f**ked up.. i haven cursed for yrs and now i'm actually cursing.. i oways tell pple not to curse and here i am cursing her.. and cursing everything i'm doing.. everything tt happens is oways me.. no one else but this asshead who's typing this.. i missed smallville tonite but i dun care.. i dun wan bother bout tv shows, human beings, life or sch anymore.. i juz wan shut myself from everyone and live in my own world.. somebody help me.. do i sound suicidal? i am? i din realise it.. sinking deeper and deeper into this thing called depression, i juz wan to drop dead..pple are having fun.. they can see their loved ones and cry like babies to them but i cannot.. everything tt goes bloody wrong is my fault.. why does life go this way for me? cant it juz get better? why is growing up so darn diff? why cant we juz stay as 5 yr old kids who stay carefree and happy juz playing with barbie dools who look like ghosts with big eyes staring into your eyes in the middle of the nite, or juz playing with sand at the beach, or juz not having to worry bout wad's going to happen the next morning you wake up and do smth.. i dun wan to grow up.. i hate growing up.. i feel like crying all over again.. i better stop blogging..

Le cHeRi, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

at home.. juz re-packed my file.. yeah.. and my eyes are feeling so droopy.. juz now in the PW lecture i juz felt like my eys were going to get glued shut together any moment.. and it's not safe to sleep in cos this lecture was conducted by Ms Sarah Ee.. and she's known for her sharpness.. her eyes and ears are so sharp they keep poking and can eventually kill you.. i'm so glad i din take econs or else i'd be in her horrendous torture for the rest of the yr and i dun wan tt to happen.. heh.. yah.. neways.. today was photo-taking session.. it was dumb cos we had to pose and all tt shit.. and eventually when the photos come out only the face can be seen.. and i had to pay 5bucks for it and i din even wan to take it in the 1st place.. the feeling of being forced is terrible.. haiz..

i've got to pay for alot of stuff these days.. like ten yr series and all tt.. transport fees.. haiz.. and class fund.. and xerox-ed stuff.. my god.. the photocopied stuff take up 3/4 or my weekly allowance man.. you have to pay everyday.. and it's not cheap kz.. wah piangz.. i cant believe i only can survive on so little every week for the next 2 yrs of my life.. tt's so sad.. and tml i've got to pay 20bucks to the class fund again.. they need to buy files and all tt crap.. it's so hard to ask for money from my folks so i withdraw occasionally.. but it's not like i have reimbursements everyday rite.. haiz.. but i have no choice.. tml have to ask liaoz..

neways.. i have to buy the shampoo and soap stuff tml.. cos i need to bathe in sch after PE.. i hate to think tt i stink.. i have to bring more stuff.. underclothes, towel and all tt shit but i dun care.. i wan to smell nice.. there were times when i walked past someone and i almost fainted.. the smell is juz so 'breath-taking'..heh.. oh yah.. today's dinner was simply awesome kz.. i hate pork but my mum still made pork cutlet anyway.. but it tasted so gd lor.. and i still dislike pork.. but i dislike chicken even more cos those inhuman humans inject all those hormones stuff into the chickens so tt they can grow fat.. everything's science these days.. no more natural.. haiz.. i wanna end with a super duper short song.. dun ask me the title cos i've got no hell of an idea wad the title is oso.. so yah..

Hush now my baby be still now dun cry
Sleep as you rock by the stream
Sleep and remember my last lullaby
I'll be with you when you dream

take care guys.. i goona watch tv already..

Le cHeRi, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

hey guys.. as usual.. i'm in sch.. having my free period.. kinda pissed off now cos of smth but haiz.. wad to do.. i cant help much.. anyways.. really tired today.. kept falling asleep in the chem LT.. heh.. but i dun regret being tired.. haha.. i met my darlz last nite.. at 11pm.. wahaha.. den aiyah.. nvm lax.. i wan to keep the memories.. heh.. he's still slping i guess.. yeap.. i finish sch at 4.45 today.. den have to take photo.. it's individual.. not for class photo.. haiz.. make me happy for nth.. haha.. i'm so bored in sch now..

yah den juz now petrina msged me to say my swensens' supervisor, danny, got scolding from the manager, Sir Amin last nite.. den i hrd he was crying and whimping and all tt.. haiz.. feel so sorry for him.. i think i'll be going down quite soon again... yupz.. he's my fav supervisor.. but a big guy like him crying.. my goodness.. i nth to say.. haiz.. i hope my baby msgs me soon.. i gtg lax.. got to clear my mail and all tt.. yupz.. so i juz pen off here lax.. take care peeps.. adios!~

Le cHeRi, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

it's sunday.. and i juz finished my history tutorial on the enlightenment shit.. but i cant find anyone to print out for me thou.. watching Prince of Egypt halfway oso lax.. going to finish already oso.. yupz.. haiz.. kinda tired now.. but yah.. it's too early to sleep.. my parents and beeg sista and jincai went to watch passion of christ already.. so i have to stay at home with my small sis.. yupz.. but i'm going to watch it again lax.. have to find time somehow.. yupz.. my babe's coming baq tonite.. touching down in less than 2 hours.. so happy and.. and.. aiyah dunno how to describe the feeling lax.. juz glad.. yah.. haha..

neways.. today got baptism in church.. yongming and deliang baptised today.. yupz.. we're one big happy family already!! haha.. so happy for them lax.. yupz.. well.. studied at mac today.. abit only lax.. haiz.. i've got alot of things to say.. but now cant think of any already.. haha.. oops.. actually i still got abit of mind maps to do.. but.. aiyah.. i'm too lazy already lax.. do later maybe.. and wait for him to msg me.. but doubt so.. think i'll fall asleep before he reaches home.. heh.. but i'll try lax.. yupz.. my entries are getting shorter these days rite? haiz.. no choice lax.. study till my mind blank actually.. all i think bout is hw and him.. haha..

oh yah.. there's the church camp coming up.. the whole congregation is going to genting.. yupz.. but i cant go lax.. cos it's $225 bucks.. for 4 days 3 nites.. i've got no extra cash on me.. plus i dunno who i'll sleep with oso.. yah.. plus i may have alot of other catching up stuff to do in sch lax.. like block tests and stuff lidat.. it's going to be a busy 2 yrs for me.. yah but lad it's only for the next 2 yrs.. den i get 8-10 full months of break.. HALLELUJAH!! if i graduate next yr tt is.. haha.. yah.. i got to see my frenster bulletin board le.. too long never go see already.. yupz.. so yah.. gtg den.. sch's starting tml.. so hope all those schling will have a good start of the week yah? so take care and god blez!! nitez babes!!

Le cHeRi, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

it's saturday.. juz reached home not long ago.. juz bathed come out actually.. tired.. haiz.. had lectures and CO juz now.. yupz and i decided to choose the Pipa as my instrument.. hrd it's the most diff of all the instruments in CO.. yupz.. i'll juz take it as a challenge.. i like challenging stuff lax.. now i'm listening to Hey MaMa by BlackEyedPeas.. yupz.. it 's the song my sch used for the couple dance.. kinda 'hooked' on it now.. wahaha..

i watched Passion of Christ already.. last nite with all my church buds.. yupz.. all i can say is it was very very very very touching.. the way he was whipped.. it was already very gruesome in the movie.. and it's only a movie.. imagine wad Jesus Christ went through 2000 yrs ago.. think it's much much more worse than tt.. yupz.. it was kinda bloody.. but it's only the whipping part tt was bloody lax.. and i wouldnt consider it M18.. pple younger than me would have surely watched worse stuff than this.. it was very sad lax.. yah and needless to say i cried lax.. it's so hard to believe tt anyone would die for all the pple of the world.. the reason he died was to save us.. if i've got the chance i'll watch it again.. yupz.. once again.. it's very touching and sad.. yupz..

neways.. yesterday went to ferli's place.. i went late cos i had to do some hw 1st.. yupz.. den we had cell grp lax.. kinda fun.. den proceeded to the 'ceremony'.. we juz presented kelvin wad we did and bought for him.. yupz.. haha.. it was a duck soft toy.. and it's kinda cute.. and we wrtoe all kinds of stuff for him on the 'survery booklet'.. wahaha.. those who wrote will know wad it is lax.. yupz.. den we had steamboat for dinner.. we were like onw big family eating together.. very fun.. and alot of bonding.. yupz.. haha.. yupz.. i gtg le.. still got tutorials to do.. adios!

[--fOr By HiS wOuNdS wE aRe hEaLeD--]

Le cHeRi, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

elo.. today's gd friday.. yupz.. supposed to be at ferli's house now but i juz finished batging.. yupz.. haven finished my mind map thou.. yeah.. will be at her place till nite.. and tml have to go sch for lectures.. haiz.. hard life but well.. tt's the thing bout JC.. yeah.. juz dl some stuff from the IVLE tt my sch's using.. even more history notes.. have to do them.. and another tutorial qn tt has to be done by monday.. 2 pages long.. haiz.. running out of time.. yupz.. gotta run.. and gotta mug like shit already.. haiz.. neways.. Jesus died for our sins.. and i'm glad i'm his child.. watching passion of christ peeps? i am.. =D bye guys.. have a nice hol.. adios!~

Le cHeRi, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

listening to JayChou's ShiJieMoRi now.. yupz.. have been online for quite some time actually.. bout half an hour.. but yah.. oh well.. today has been a real tiring day.. dunno why oso.. cant be PE cos i din feel as tired the last few PE days.. hmm.. i kinda like thursdays.. thou i finish sch at arnd 4pm but yah.. i got pretty few free periods.. yah den can slack.. heh.. neways.. went to church juz now.. the service was pretty solemn.. or maybe i shld say it was very solemn.. no one was toking den i almost fell asleep on a couple of occasions.. oops.. but yah went to wash my face lax.. yupz.. i've got another history mind map to do.. the napolean one.. haiz.. one day of hol and i have to go baq on sat.. haiz.. but still ok lax.. tml i got to rush on hw already.. cos have to go down to ferli's place.. but i'll prob go late.. yeah.. my darling's coming home in 3 days.. so glad.. but dunno when i'll get to see him thou.. haiz.. he'll have to work everyday i guess.. but juz now he msged me lax.. heh.. yeah.. oh yah.. petrina's chalet is coming up.. kinda looking forward to it.. cos alot of peeps from SHSS going down.. staying over.. hrd from her today we'll be having pot luck too.. haha.. we'll prob burn down the whole room.. haha.. yah stuff lidat lax.. it's going to be fun.. so i really hope i'll be allowed to stay.. it will have to depend on my schedule.. whether i'll be having my block tests or not.. yah juz have to pray.. yupz and i wan my darling to be able to go too.. wan him to have fun.. yupz.. haiz.. i gtg sleep.. got to wake up early tml to start mug my ass off.. so yah.. nitez guys..

Le cHeRi, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

hi guys.. as usual i'm in sch.. yupz.. i'm supposed to be doing and revising my chem actually but i dun care lax.. haha.. i still got half an hour to go b4 my next lecture.. which is i dunno wad.. wahaha.. neways.. tml is gd fri and i have to go down to church tonite.. to 'commemerate' the day Jesus died for our sins.. yupz.. dunno where my peeps wan go tml.. but guess they going over to ferli's place.. at 12 i think.. neways.. sch's still fine i guess.. i hate tucking in my shirt or blouse.. it oways comes out.. yah.. but i guess overall it's fine.. the other nite he called over from china.. toked bout over 45 minutes i think.. haha.. so funny.. he was using his dad's phone.. and i din dare to ans cos i tot it was his father who was calling.. so dumb of me.. he called again den i answered.. wad we said thou.. is quite none of your business.. wahaha.. anyway.. he's coming baq soon.. yeappIe!! haha.. neways i joined ahem.. Chinese.. ahem.. Orchestra.. haha.. Band din accept me cos they got too much pple with band experience le.. so yupz.. CO is fine lax.. i love the guzheng.. but i dunno how to play lax.. haha.. i gtg lax.. taz guys!! 'HAPPY GOOD FRIDAY!!' and oh yah.. all the best to those SHSS band peeps who are having the Impressions 7 tonite oso.. put up a gd performance!! till then..............................

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Location:Sch Library
ahh.. now in library blogging.. free period.. i hate my time table sia.. and the worse thing is it's perm.. haiz.. finish sch at 5.35 today.. but still got band.. this morning got PE.. den we had to run 6 rounds altogether.. but i cheat.. only run 5.. wahaha.. oOps.. dun care lax.. we din even do warm up lehz.. wad the hell.. lucky todat not very hot.. no sun.. yeaps.. i love being under the sun.. but not today.. i juz hate mondays i guess.. i'm supposed to be studying with leon now.. cos joyces they all got class now.. but he's doing on his own.. so i use the net lor.. i've got 3 periods of PE every week.. monday thurs and fri.. and fri.. last period.. ends at 5.50.. damn.. plus i will have CCA.. if i get into Band tt is.. haiz.. i mentioned gd friday the last time i blogged rite? this fri.. as everybody would knoe.. haha.. dunno where my peeps will be going.. got cell at nite.. they wan it at ferli's place.. yupz.. but think they will be going out the whole day.. yupz.. i wan to watch the passion of christ.. i wan to change my phone.. i wan the fossil watch.. and i wan my baby fly baq to be with me here right now.. but tt's impossible lax.. haiz.. sunday.. coming baq on sunday.. easter day.. yupz.. got to buy eggs and chocs soon.. yupz.. easter day present for my buds.. yup yupz.. gtg le.. got to go revise.. and i think i have to change my bottle already.. very faz drink finish.. maybe i shld juz bring the nalgene one tt my mum bought.. she bought 2 1 litre bottles.. think tt shld be more than enough.. haha.. tata!

Le cHeRi, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

Hihi.. I finally finished my history mind maps.. wah piangz.. my eyes ah.. full of words sia.. took more than 2 hours to do.. but not exactly tired.. now listening to the homerun theme song.. haiz.. nth to do.. today was juz usual lax.. afternoon go church.. den aft that zhaohao taught me some sigma qns.. he do until so pek chek.. haha.. think after today he will have even less hair on his head liaoz.. wahaha.. neways.. gd Friday is coming soon… yupz.. got to go baq to church on thurs evening.. starts at 8.. dunno wad time sch ends tt day oso.. haiz.. going to be super super tired liaoz.. but lucky Friday holiday.. can sleep late.. yupz.. hmm.. I got some more readings to do for hist actually.. by Nicholas Tarling.. but den.. lazy to go borrow from library.. haha.. a lot of stuff to read ah.. damn lazy.. I’m still very full from the dinner.. feel so bloated up.. yupz.. I rem I got more things to say.. but I kinda forgot wad I wanted to say liaoz.. I’m actually typing this offline lax.. on Microsoft word.. cos my mum using the phone.. yah.. so if I get to go online later I’ll juz paste it onto my blog and publish lor.. save time oso.. i going sleep soon lax.. haiz.. tired like shits man..

Le cHeRi, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

ok so now i'm home.. yupz.. slept for 4 hours juz now.. damn tired.. plus the aircon was incredible.. wahaha.. neways.. i've got hist mind mapS to do.. on the french revolution.. and sigma notation tutorial.. all these due on monday.. i'm getting the perm. time table on monday.. yah so hope i wont hav PE on tt day.. monday blues ya knoe.. haha.. after i go offline i'm gonna start on my hist mindmapS.. somehow i have to do it rite.. have to do till late into the nite already.. haiz.. but i slept for so long juz now.. shld be able to take it lax.. um neways.. sch's getting fine.. but i'm expecting even more to come.. juz got tt gut feeling.. frenster's damn laggy now.. dunno wad happened.. or it is juz me? haha dunno lax.. i haven been msging much pple these days.. majority of mine go to him but since he's not here.. i msg less lax.. but my calls will increase i think.. these 2 weeks been calling out often.. haiz..

my parents, beeg sis and her beau going watch 'Passion of Christ' next week.. haiz.. i wan to go.. but not allowed cos it's M18.. damn..it's juz a diff of a yr.. but i read 8 days and they had a preview of the movie.. they showed a pic of the actor hung on the cross with the crown of thorns and bloody body.. it was kinda gross..but oh well.. i still wan to watch it.. my mum said 'i buy the vcd baq for you..' den i was like 'in the end i still watch wad.. so might as well watch the real one rite..?' but aiyah.. dun care le lax.. i already missed gospel of john.. oh well.. neways.. i'm still missing the fossil watch.. been imagining it on my wrist.. think it will look pretty gd.. wahaha.. i gtg lax.. hw to do..

Le cHeRi, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

i'm in sch blogging.. library lax.. i'm going to type this blog with a light note.. form of compensation for listening to all my nonsense these days.. neways.. got maths lecture juz now.. 1st period.. Partial Fractions.. was ok lax.. quite easy.. but of cos need more practise and shit lax.. history was fun.. yah den Mr Pang started toking bout seeing the cow give birth to her calf a few yrs baq with a grp of sec2 kids.. den 3 of them fiainted.. the way he described the procedure was gorss but oh well.. it added fun to the class.. haha.. neways i dun feel like going home cos i'm having fun using the com and enjoying the aircon.. but feeling hungry already.. suddenly feel like going to some restaurant to eat like never b4.. but money's tight.. haiz.. sad rite? oh well.. juz the other day i saw this fossil watch.. so damn nice lor! muz be pretty costly.. cos it's endorsed by the 'ti orh orh' singer.. so i din bother to ask how much it cost.. but haiz.. it's really nice and i really want it.. sad man.. if i knew how much it cost i may start saving for it.. heh.. nh to say le.. and everybody's starting to come in.. hmm.. i've got to do down to the bookshop later.. got stationery to buy.. heh.. yupz.. i cant think of anything to say leh.. wah piangz.. today's the 3rd of April rite? 8 more days to go.. yupz.. and he'll be baq.. oh yah.. i forgot to say yesterday.. owen knows who my darling is.. but aiyah nvm.. i think alot of pple found out already.. so i dun really care.. i gtg le.. really hungry already.. blog later.. yupz.. so tata!~

Le cHeRi, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

haven blogged for days.. sorry man.. been really really busy with sch and stuff.. yah.. haiz.. now i can say tt the only subs tt i can understand is juz CLAO.. which is basically juz chinese.. and Hist.. i juz cant get Sigma Notation!! haiz.. stupid piece of shits sia.. Chem.. the thing is.. i can understand.. but the next minute.. i forget everything.. haiz.. dunno when i'll actually get to knoe everything tt i'm supposed to knoe.. haiz.. i got so so sOsO angry at myself yesterday.. i was doing my inequalities tutorial and i had no idea on how to do.. i totally forgot tt on Amaths.. i juz felt like a total ass head.. suddenly i juz sat there and started tearing.. haiz.. and the thing is.. he's not here.. there's nobody else's shoulder for me to cry on.. haiz.. juz sad lax.. now i'm starting to wonder if i actually made the right choice in deciding to enrol into a JC..

anywae.. the next thing is.. i may not be able to get into Band.. actually i signed up for band is cos i'm forbidden to join vball.. read this : FORBIDDEN.. i was like.. so sad lor.. i really really really enjoy this sport.. and my sister and mum wants me to join a CCA like library.. i'd rather die than join library.. the air-con is nice lax.. super shiok.. but it's not challenging at all.. wad you wan me do? arrange and read books everyday? wad sia.. tt will be the day i die lor.. i need more than tt.. i wan achievements.. i'm not a person of damn big dreams but at least i wan some achievements.. and library is neither challenging nor an achievement.. dammit.. why cant they juz understand the fact tt i love vball? haiz.. i'm so sorry for sounding so pessimestic these few blogs.. but den.. haiz dunno lax.. i'm juz having probs lax.. from everywhere.. frens' probs and my own.. and i guess i juz have to handle them myself.. haiz..

he's gone overseas.. and i'm missing him like nuts.. dunno wad to do lax.. sumtimes i really need him arnd me.. juz looking into his face brings me comfort.. haiz.. i think i need to pray.. bless me guys.. really need the blessing now.. at a loss of everything.. haiz..