Fly Away..

30 March 2004

Le cHeRi, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

hey pple.. feeling tired now.. reached home at arnd 6.50.. cos went to pick up my younger sis from sch.. yupz.. den had dinner.. and went to meet my honey darl at arnd 7.15.. he called me while i was having diiner.. hax.. yah.. den aiyah.. walked arnd dpwnstairs and tok bout sum stuffs.. and bout his colleague cum gangster who talks really funny.. yah.. i haven laughed so hard for a very long time already.. well.. i guess it's diff when you're with diff pple.. heh.. been very tired lately.. bz with sch and everything.. and it's really nice to have someone to tok crap with and luff with.. tt's smth i have never found with my church pals.. haiz.. he's flying off tml.. and i prob wont be able to tok to him for like so long.. let alone be able to see him.. we're both juz so bz with our own things.. sch work.. haiz.. sad manz.. and now in sch my life revolves arnd LTs 2-5.. and the library.. besides the canteen during lunch time i wont be anywhere but those few places.. my life seems pretty dead now.. and somehow i cant get with the chem lecture is saying.. she's like going off like a machine gun.. 'the steps are already done.. pls go and figure them out yourselves..' i was like.. wad kind of tutor is this?

yah.. anyway.. i'm thinking of catching the movie passion of christ.. but it's only for 18 yrs and above.. yah.. gospel of john is not bad.. but it's pretty like a documentary.. lots of 'I'm telling you the truth..'.. yah.. passion of christ.. hrd tt in america one guy died of a heart attack while watching..

29 March 2004

Le cHeRi, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

i'm in the sch library now.. alot of free time cos my lesson starts at 10.55am.. yupz.. i'm supposed to find my history books tt my tutor asked us to read up but cant seem to find it.. yupz so here i am typing away.. oh yah in case you guys dunno.. i'm taking 3 subs.. History Chem and MathsC.. yeap you got it.. i'm taking cross fac.. but its still under science..my class is 04S401.. yeap.. trying to log in to frenster.. and it's so sUpEr laggy.. buay tahan.. it took more than 5 min to load the login page.. sian.. think i go home den blog again lax.. stop here 1st.. yeap.. got to read up on the other hist book.. if i can find it tt is.. 0_o

28 March 2004

Le cHeRi, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

juz got home.. juz now went to century square with my churchies.. brought my sister along.. and she din wan to go home.. i guess it's like cos she hasnt stepped into an arcade for a super super long time.. wahaha.. she was like.. 'i wan to play...' in almost everything.. and she even wanted to try playing time crisis.. haha.. so cutez sia.. ah anyway.. dunno when the class gathering is.. nothing's confirmed.. haiz.. sch tml.. yupz.. only 5 lectures.. but due to the many many breaks in between i can only go home at 3.55pm.. damn disgusted with the time table.. but wad to do.. i juz hope the new one will be better..

yupz.. my darling's going off soon.. flying to some place in China and i have no idea where.. haiz.. gonna miss him like crazy.. going for 2 weeks.. den my life will be even more 'dead'.. juz sch eat study and sleep.. haven seen him for a number of days already.. no chance.. haiz juz hope i can see him b4 he goes off to China.. geez.. feeling sad already.. [starts to feel lonely..]

27 March 2004

Le cHeRi, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

Open the barn door kick out the hay
We are Castor from MJ
Turn on the radio what you hear?
~'ZzZzZzZ'~
Castor Castor doing a cheer
Firecracker firecracker 'BOOM BOOM BOOM'
Firecracker firecracker 'BOOM BOOM BOOM'
Guys have the muscles gals have the brains
Castor's gonna win this game
oH yEAH!!

C-A-S-T-O-R WINNERS ARE WHAT WE ARE
V-I-C-T-O-R-Y WE'LL FIGHT UNTIL WE MAKE THEM CRY
gALs: OH YEAH! (high pitched)
GuyS: OH YEAH! (low pitched)

Le cHeRi, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

hi guys.. havent blogged for a few days.. sch has been kinda busy these few days.. and it's tiring.. cos i have to stay in sch for almost 12 hours b4 i can go home.. like yesterday.. so let's have an update..

24th Mar:today got the amazing race.. the route tt my OG took was the furthest among the rest.. my OG's Castor 5 and i have to compete with other 5's like Alhena, Sargus, Vega and the 'ducks'.. haha.. yah.. jogged almost all the way.. under the sun and now i got a darker skin tone already.. it was really fun lax.. the obstacles and everything.. yah and almost every one of them needed pair work.. there was one at Sea Shell Park at Pasir Ris when we used the spaghetti stick.. put it into our mouths at diff ends and had to walk thru the stones thingy.. you know the place at the park where you massage your feet.. ya tt thingy.. there were 5 stations altogether and at the end of the day Vega was leading.. and Castor was 4th.. but the good thing was we were glad we were not the last.. when we got baq to sch it was already arnd 3.. waited for the rest to come baq den we started our mass dance.. to the tune of mambo no.5.. the dance was ok lax.. went home arnd 5 i think.. cant rem..

25th Mar:today's Wet and Wild.. had to complete 12 stations located arnd sch and the total no.of points were up to 6600 points! yah.. we had to cheer and do the stations and had water bombs thrown at us at the same time.. of cos had to get wet lax.. the game i/c's made sure we got really wet.. and some even threw the whole pail of water at us.. my OG was ahead of time.. arrived very early at every station.. and almost all the stations we had full marks.. it was like so cool.. but the bad thing was we had to cheer and shout like shit lax.. it was real funny cos while all of us J1s were shouting.. the J2s were having their block tests.. we were all wet and sweaty.. to the max..yah in the end the whole OH totalled up the scores and we got a total of 6139 points!! we were leading!! haha.. we were so happy..

but we still couldnt go home cos we were having a campfire at nite.. and had to put up performances, get points from there and see who will win the WAR.. we had to get the dance steps rite within less than 2 hours and we were so scared we would screw up.. it was ok.. we screwed up but it wasnt very bad cos we still continued.. in the end CASTOR WON!! i think we wouldnt have won if the Mr Elpaso Siguente wasnt in our OH.. yah reached home at arnd 10.. was really tired and went to bed as soon as i came out from the bathroom..

26th Mar:it's the 1st day of lecture.. when i got my temp. time table i was like 'OMG!'.. i had to stay in sch till 5.50pm on the 1st day of lecture.. i was like.. 'why cant they take away the free periods and replace them with my last chem lecture?' geez..so sian man.. but we had two hours of common lunch cos the malay guys had to go pray.. yah.. but tt's only for friday.. got home late.. the chem teacher made us stay back.. oh yah the hist utor is so funny!! mr chua.. haha.. tell you more next time lax..

27th Mar:today had to go sch morning for hist and chem lecture.. mr pang.. the other hist tutor is oso a funny guy.. he's the discipline master.. so i din like his face right from the beginning.. but i like the way he teaches.. or maybe it's cos i like history alot.. and it's never thanks to Tan Yen Lin.. tt monster.. heh.. hist's juz a presonal fav of mine.. heh.. yah we were so engrossed in the lecture tt i was late for my chem lecture.. all of us forgot the time.. plus the bell din ring.. yah.. chem was kinda boring today.. maybe cos i din exactly wad she was saying.. my mind was actually on someone.. heh.. yah.. i gtg so sleep already.. damn tired.. miss my darling..

23 March 2004

Le cHeRi, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

i cant sign into MSN.. dammit.. getting quite pissed off already.. haiz.. woke up earlier than yesterday today.. my dad lor.. haiz.. den met the joyces again.. but peh woke up late.. so yah.. today was Beach Day.. so had to go down to Pasir Ris Park to play the games.. got 5.. den it was quite tiring cos it was all over the Park.. den had to run and all those.. plus i havent run for like the past 4-5 months ever since sch ended on Oct 10.. 0_o.. so tiring ya knoe.. but the games were really fun lax.. but we got so sweaty and smelly the whole bus was filled with dirty air.. haiz..

anyways.. when we got baq to sch it was bout 1+.. den we had a break.. den had lunch.. but i only bought an ice-cream.. yupz.. after tt we learnt our couple dance.. but the good thing was i danced with a gerl.. heh.. den some damned pple give us black face when me and the other ger was dancing.. wadeva lax.. see her face i oso sian.. think she so great.. wad the.. ah anyway.. after tt arnd 3 we got dismissed already.. den joyce peh and i had lunch in sch.. den went our separate ways.. yeap..

tml.. i have to go change my skirt again.. cos my parents wan me change to a bigger one[in case i grow horizontally again.. 0_o].. yah.. tml will have amazing race.. it's called the PTSB Amazing Race.. cos we'll be going to Pasir Ris, Tampines, Simei and Bedok.. i wonder where Tanah Merah disappeared to.. heh.. why dun they change it to like Channel U's 'Quan Min Chu Dong Qiang Xian Wan' where we have to ask pple where they would be going next.. i think it would be more fun than the Amazing Race.. haha.. lastly, i wan to end with one of my OH's cheers.. i hope i'm correct thou.. the actions are really funny.. heh.

I've got a fever, I'm hot, I cant be stopped
I've got a fever, I'm hot, I cant be stopped
I gotta 'Whoo ah', I cant be stopped
I gotta 'Whoo ah', I cant be stopped
'Who's the best?' CASTOR!!!
'Who's the best?' CASTOR!!!
'WHO"S THE BEST?' CASTOR!!!! =D


22 March 2004

Le cHeRi, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

so today was my 1st day at MJC.. got dismissed at 11.30.. yeap.. learnt the cheers and everything.. kinda fun lax.. but i wasnt as enthu as some pple there.. it was juz weird being surrounded by pple i dunno.. hax.. yeap.. yah bought my sch uniform.. but the blouse too big and the sleeves too short.. yah.. but not going to change lax.. haiz.. tml going to Pasir Ris Park.. got Beach Day.. dunno wad we'll be doing there thou.. hope we wont get wet and all those.. cos i dun like it.. haha.. wadeva lax.. going to buy more uni tml.. and PE attire.. yeap..

the sch was ok lax.. quite nice.. and the pple there oso quite nice.. but when i look at my OGT i juz feel like luffing.. he juz looks funny to me.. haha.. ya.. saw alot of peeps from SHPS.. but they're not exactly my frens lax.. is all those EM1 peeps.. yeap.. kinda bored now.. got nth to do.. yah.. but i still got to go shopping.. still got sch stuff haven buy yet.. yeap.. heh.

21 March 2004

Le cHeRi, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

hey hey.. tml start sch already.. but i think it's juz all the admin stuff lax.. like registration.. hope can buy uniform by tml.. but will sure queue like siao.. neways.. i cut my hair today.. at Kimage after my church service.. yupz.. it's not shorter.. but not as short as the one i cut months ago.. but still cant tie lax.. heh. got to wake up early tml.. juz the tot of it makes me wan to appeal to poly instead.. haha.. but tt's juz stupid lax.. heh.. tired already.. lazy to type.. guess i'll have more to type tml.. gtg.. i need slp.. got to wake up at 6.30 tml.. suddenly i'm envious of joash.. heh. he's waking up at 7!! dammit.. heh.

20 March 2004

Le cHeRi, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

i'm so tired.. esp my legs.. today met carol at 12+.. den went o Somerset.. den had lunch lor.. loked arnd along the way to orchard.. went to FarEastPlaza.. and took pictures..we went to so many places to lok arnd for clothes and bags.. but nth fit the bill.. haiz.. den we walked back to Heerens.. carol wanted to look for this pencil case in Annex but couldnt find it le.. so we walked down to PS again.. but not b4 we bought our drinks at 7-11 to quench our thirsts.. both of us bought big gulps each.. heh.. yupz.. den we went into Sports Connection.. and couldnt decide on which bag to buy.. and when we finally decided.. it was the only one left.. cos we wanted to get the same bag.. so we walked down to Peninsula Plaza.. and there they were!! we bought it lax.. dUh.. yah.. we wanted to rest our legs.. but we still walked down to Bugis.. walked arnd and took photos again!! haha.. i think we're both such weird pple.. heh.. anyway.. i need slp.. going to bed soon i guess.. my babe's sick.. haiz.. i'll juz pray he gets betta.. and hopefully he'll get betta by tml.. yupz.. gd nite lax.. tata!!~

Le cHeRi, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

aLrIgHt!!! i got into MJC!! Meridian gO!! hax.. going crazy already.. couldnt believe i got into Meridian.. yEAH!!!!! haha.. i'm so happy... but joash got into TPJC.. he was so happy oso.. yupz.. most got into wat they wanted to.. but those who din.. dun be discouraged!! yupz press on and you'll succeed someday!! heh.. so excited.. going shopping with my sista carol later.. heh.. going arnd town to buy things i need for sch.. sch's starting on the 22nd!! YEEESSS!!!! think i'm going to faint from excitement..

19 March 2004

Le cHeRi, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

12 BETTER EXPLANATIONS OF LOVE:

1) Don't turn your back to love when it's already in front of you, Don't
drive it away from you, because if you do, someday, you'll think again, why you let love flew when it was there next to you.

2) In Love, think things first over if you're sure about how you feel,
Don't fall too hard not knowing where you will stand, 'coz it will hurt real bad if things don't go the way you want them to be.

3) It's an irony to know that it takes hours for someone to have guts to
say "hi" to the one he likes, days to admire, weeks to miss the person, months to love, but just a blink of an eye to say goodbye...

4) Go for the person who loves you. It is not wrong to love someone who belongs to someone else, but it is much better to love someone who could also love you in return.

5) Love isn't something we hold, it is something we set free, It's not
something we just do, but it's something we don't imagine to be. Lastly, it's not something we choose, it chooses us...

6) The scariest thing about falling in love is getting hurt. The scariest
thing about getting hurt is not being able to love again. The scariest thing about not loving again is being alone forever.

7) When you follow your heart, worry not where it will lead you, for your
heart knows the way. And if you do get lost or reach a dead end, use your head to lead you back home.

8) When you truly care for someone, you don't look for faults, you don't
look for answers, you don't look for mistakes. Instead, you fight for the mistakes, you accept the faults, and you overlook excuses.

9) It's better to lose your pride to the one you love, than lose your loved
one to your useless pride.

10) Love is .........
not " it's your fault ", but " i'm sorry ",
not " where are you ? ", but " i'm here ",
not " how could you ? ", but " i understand,
not " i wish you were here ", but " i'm thankful you are ".

11) The beginning of love is to let those we love be just themselves, and
not twist with our own image. Otherwise, we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them.

12) If a relationship is truly meant for you, your love will find a way to
make it happen, and God will be there to make sure it will stay.

To some pple this may be juz a stupid love thing.. but it teaches me how to love better.. how to care for my partner's feelings.. so tt it will be a better relationship for the both of us.. [tRue LoVe NeVeR hAs A hApPy eNdInG.. iT sImPlY dOeSnT eNd.. =D]

Le cHeRi, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

woke up early today.. studied for about 2 hours.. den i watched tv.. yeap.. so now i'm online.. heez.. my babe's at work already.. working overtime today.. haiz.. sad man.. cant see him for the next few days.. yeap.. posting results coming out tml.. cant wait to know where i'll be going.. den already made arrangements to go out with carol tml.. going shopping arnd town.. hax.. so excited.. haven go out with her for soooo long.. hax.. later my aunt's family coming over my place.. from malaysia.. finally can see my fav cousins.. hax.. i'm a little biased when it comes to them.. heh.. oops.. wadeva lax.. i get to see them more often den the rest.. yupz.. so bored now.. cant wait for them to come.. cant really think of wad to say already.. mind's on smth else now.. heh.. yah so if later i wan say anything den i will blog again.. yup.. heez.. ta!~

18 March 2004

Le cH?Ri, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

hey pple.. got up real early today.. 9.09am.. heh.. i mean i usually wake up after 10 ever since my hols started 3 months ago.. heh.. went to the bank.. den had to come baq home again cos i forgot my IC.. wasted my trip there.. and had to que all over again.. damn.. but nvm lax.. i've got the whole day.. hmm.. currently listening to 'WoMenShenMeDouMeiYou'.. it's the HomeRun theme song.. heh.. it's sung by this 16 yr old ger but her diaphragm is damn powerful kz.. and her voice oso very mature.. heh.. oh yah..today's thursday.. 2 more days to the posting results.. kinda excited.. heh.. din blog yest.. went out the whole morning.. went to collect my pay.. only half of it.. yeap.. den went out with my frens.. and they were late!! or maybe cos i was early.. real early.. reached at 11.30 when we supposed to meet 12.. heh.. while waiting this salesman approached me and sprayed some perfume on my hand and made me smell it for the rest of the day.. the smell juz gave me headaches.. wad's wrong with pple when they keep bugging you buy their stuff when you already said you dont use them? think his ears most prob too long never dig.. wadeva lax.. had lunch at ajisens.. and dunno why at the end of the day the 20 bucks i withdrew were all used up.. weird.. but seriously.. i dun care.. heh.. walked arnd lax.. reached home at arnd 6.. bathe den really felt like slacking already.. legs so tired.. oh but did i mention b4 we went home ferli and i went to sit at this Osim chair.. it was this massaging chair lax.. OMG! it's so gd kz! but too bad it costs $6250.. or else i'll get it for my dad.. heh.. too bad den..

this morning after i got baq from the bank i started to do QT lax.. den after tt i've been using the com till now.. but actually b4 tt i was playing my piano and den proceeded to my guitar lax.. i feel like throwing away my Ovation acoustic guitar and den get an ele with my pay.. but my parents said they buying the ele for me..i'll juz have to wait.. heh..hrd from joash sch starting on the 22nd.. which is like coming monday.. and 4 days away!! yupz kinda excited and nervous.. heh.. but tt will still depend on where i going lax.. i was juz thinking.. i followed my praents' advice to put meridian as my 1st choice but maybe god actually planned for me to go tampines.. so maybe in the end i'll go to tampines!! tt's juz my wishful thinking lax.. wadeva.. i gtg.. mum's nagging me to go study..

oh yah.. read Seventeen yesterday.. only one word : GOOD!!

16 March 2004

Le cH?Ri, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

argh you knoe wad? the music my small sis plays is really damaging to the ears.. i wonder when i will go deaf from it.. sian.. it's like she plays and plays and gets faster and faster and louder and louder.. she hasnt even had grade one prac exam and she wants to learn how to play the song 'My HeartWillGoOn' and i was like.. '...' the more you tell her to stop playing the louder she plays.. wad the hell is she trying to do? wadeva lax.. 0_o read the New paper juz now.. dere was this article on a mum who married her 9 yrd old daughter to her lover.. all juz becos she wanted to keep him by her side.. wad's the world coming to? everybody turning inhuman? tt's juz sooOOooOOO gross..

oh yah.. today did QT.. about 'Seek and you shall find'.. '.. if you call out for insight and raise your voice for understanding, if you seek it like silver and search for it as for hidden treasures, then you will understand the fear of the Lord and find the knowledge of God..' Prov 2:3-5.. got enlightened.. hax..

Le cH?Ri, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

ah.. so tired now.. gonna have maggie mee for lunch.. sad man.. haiz.. still got housework and homework to do too.. sianz.. but the gd thing is i juz saw my hon not too long ago.. bout less than an hour.. heez.. yupz.. juz chit chat and stuff.. yupz.. been listening to alot of jaychou lately.. heez..he's like my fav singer.. besides taoze lax.. they both can like.. sing so well.. it's not like i idolize them.. they're really gd.. yupz and even thou sometimes i cant make out wad jay's singing without following the lyrics but his songs really have meanings.. and let's not 4get bout taoze.. heez.. ah wadeva lax.. oh yah.. the posting results are coming out soon.. in about 4 days.. haiz.. dunno where i'll be posted to.. really hoped i'll get into meridian.. i wanted to go tampines initially.. but my family succeded in pyscho-ing me to put meridian as my 1st choice.. but coming to think of it.. meridian is better.. hax.. bahden after i get in i really have no idea wad i want as my CCA.. of cos i would wan vball lax.. it's like my fav ball game since dunno how long ago.. but i'm facing some objections from my mum and sis.. it's macham like they only wan me to study study study.. and i'm like grounded oso.. cant go out with my church pals already.. cos i have to study.. but i kinda enjoy studying.. except for when i dunno how to go bout doing the qns lax.. the last time i actually went out to enjoy was last sat.. at my pastor's house.. really fun lor.. some played pool, some played 'Bridge' and dai dee.. too bad ferli went off early for her class... or else i think it would have been more fun than ever in the evening.. and not to mention Jasper.. hax.. tt guy.. macham like gourmet lidat.. eat so many things!! and abel's so cute!! haha.. he's my pastor's younger son.. 6 yrs old.. yeap.. but he cant speak chinese.. haiz.. many kids nowadays are lidat..
the next generation wont be able to tok in chinese and tt's like a 'disgrace' to our culture.. bahden.. who cares... hax.. if i have kids next time i'll make sure they can speak proper chinese.. wad's with teaching chinese with english? and soon the MOE will prob have another CLC..say i'm traditional.. but i'll still think tis way.. wadeva lax.. haiz.. got to go cook my mee already..

15 March 2004

Le cH?Ri, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

oh b4 i forget.. i'm still looking forward to the next class gathering.. dunno how long have to wait.. but actually kinda poor.. hax.. and have you hrd? will hung's going to cut an album.. and i was like.. 'eeeeeewwwwww....' so disgusting.. not exactly tt i like ricky martin.. but yucks.. he spoils everything.. wad's wrong with everybody..?

Le cH?Ri, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

guess i havent blogged for bout 2 days.. kinda bz.. or rather.. out the whole day.. enjoyed myself on sat.. played around.. den went out till 10 plus at nite.. haiz.. go home den my mum's face was black.. haha.. yest was my last day of work.. so now i'm very free lor.. yupz but gotta study even more.. and cant go out very often already.. kinda broke.. hax.. the posting results will be out on sat.. on the 20th.. dunno wad kind of resuls i will get.. haiz.. kinda worried about it le.. yupz.. shifting house soon.. in a few months.. to the Fishing Village.. hax.. but den still got to sleep together with my sisters.. so sian.. but i guess it'll be really fun.. cos can tok alot of shits like last time me and my beeg sis lidat.. tt was long long time ago.. when we would like cover ourselves with the blankets and tok to each other in the middle of the night.. hax.. even more fun when we shared the same room.. yupz.. hax.. kinda miss those days.. heez..

12 March 2004

Le cH?Ri, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

hmm.. let's see.. i woke up at 9am today.. but din get off and 'officially' went to wash my face at 10am.. heez.. din really do much today lax.. had lunch den used the net.. till now.. oops.. wadeva lax.. i dun really care already.. nobody's home.. freedom!! hax.. my guy's off to work already.. kinda miss him alot.. got lots to say.. haiz.. but still excited for tml's event.. yeap.. i've got studying to do later.. haiz.. and suddenly i find it boring.. wahaha.. but i need to catch up on a lot lax.. yeap.. geez.. i think i betta go study now.. or maybe i'll go play the piano 1st.. haha.. i read Cleo yesterday.. they've got real interesting stuffs!! hax.. yeap.. cheap and nice stuff!!

11 March 2004

Le cH?Ri, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

ah... today.. went out early in the morning.. went to get the last bit of my pay from PS.. den i met my guy.. walked around.. bought sum stuff and snacks.. den watched movie.. DirtyDancing2.. quite farnie lax.. yeap.. den realised it was raining like crap outside.. no wonder it was freezing cold in the theatre for us.. geez.. ended up not studying today.. cos after i got home i slept.. den have been slacking all the way.. heez.. ah.. den now dunno where he went to lehz.. missing in action.. hax.. ok so now looking forward to the next date and event coming up on sat.. dunno when i'll get to see him again.. haiz.. anywae.. i gtg 'read' now.. tata!!~

10 March 2004

Le cH?Ri, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

ah sianz... i dunno wad's wrong with my blog.. haiz...

Le cHeRi, VeNiR cE qUe PeUt, Je VoUs AiMeRaI, jUsQu' ? mOn JoUr MoUrAnT.

geez can you believe it? i've been studying since 10 in the morning.. now it's almost 2pm le.. got work later.. nite shift till 10pm.. sianz.. really feel like going baq to bed and snore my head off.. got to study - my mum made me..a-maths.. it's more like revising and practising than studying lax.. learnt b4 and den still quite ok.. den i think i still got sum econs coming up.. sianz.. looking forward to sum events coming up.. tml - the day i get to hold his hand again.. wahaha.. den sat - the whole day of fun and laughter and water shits at chuan dao's place.. from early morning 9am till 5pm in the evening.. heez.. we'll prob play like shit.. anw.. dun really like the schedule thou.. but it's ok lax.. juz wonder why we have two praise and worship's allocated.. geez.. damn.. i'm starting to get worried bout my posting results.. dunno wad for oso.. the feeling's juz there.. haiz.. gd thing is i dun have to work on sat.. so can play all the way.. heez.. and tt bro of mine cant make up his mind whether or not to go.. haha.. miss my guy.. haha..

09 March 2004

uh b4 i forget.. i gtg shopping soon.. haha.. got to buy all my sch stuff.. if only possible.. i mean.. wad if i cant get into a JC? den i'm dead.. really dead.. haiz..

today.. woke up and realized it was still raining.. went to work.. so boring today cos not really much pple de.. den met AarOn after work to talk bout sum stuffs.. den i went tp pick up my sister from sch.. haiz.. now feeling so tired.. dun really feel like doing anything.. tml need to work again.. nite shift.. at least will have more customers den i'll have more things to do.. hax.. geez.. looking forward to thursday.. cos my darling and i going out.. FINALLY!! dunno going where oso.. city area i guess.. heez.. so excited.. anyway.. still got 10 more days to the posting results.. den i'll knoe where i'll be going.. haiz.. if only it was tml.. hax.. cant wait to get baq to sch.. heez.. hair's getting long.. going to cut it soon.. but kinda lazy to go do anything bout it.. sianz.. doing nth now..

haiz.. today has been a boring day.. raining all thru the nite.. this morning wake up still raining.. geez.. dunno wad's wrong with the weather.. one moment it's so damn hot.. the other raining like shit.. haiz.. been online for quite sometime already.. juz had some snacks.. now thirsty.. heez.. so sian.. yesterday got church.. haiz.. big trouble coming my way.. dunno wad's wrong with some pple.. it's not like i hate them lax you knoe....i dun even dislike them.. but they juz wan to find trouble lax.. i juz dun understand these pple lax.. so weird.. dunno wad they thinking.. and actually i dun really care.. i'm juz this kind of person who actually doesnt care wad you would think of me.. i lead my own life rite.. and i have my own frens to be with.. haiz.. he's at work now.. working till late in the nite.. geez.. dunno when we can meet again... it's been so many days.. miss him so muchie..

05 March 2004

ehem! tis the 1st blog i'm going to write.. tried a few times to make a blog but i guess i'm not tt gd.. so i'm trying again.. yupz.. uh.. today din do much lax.. came back from work den have been online since dinner.. heez.. anywae.. juz trying to see if this can work.. yeap.. i think i'll spend some more time to make it look nicer lax hor.. had to use the sample blogs for the time being.. geez.. they look real disgusting..